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There's a friendly smile

Kind eyes

Who would think

That this would be the final wink

I tried and I tried

But I couldn't think

No matter how I push it down

The lump in my throat remains

Some days, I wish I'd killed him

For what he did

For looking at me

For suggesting

For touching me

Too young to understand what "NO" meant

And too trusting of a child

I hate myself every time I'm reminded

That I trusted

That I didn't say something sooner

That it was me that you molested.



I remember most

A little fades away

As time goes by

Can't wait

Until the day it does comepletely disipitate

But I'm burned

While memmories make my stumach churn

Remember that moment

Because I'm gonna end it

Remember that.



I'm the Omega with your eyes shut!

I better learn to respect myself

Or I'm gonna crash

To a thousand pieces

And say hello to the river

Prying in my own love life

The one I miss

The one I long over

I better respect my own feelings

I better

I swear

Better do so, before the eternal departure

There's no reason to become

A tragedy; a tomb

To ignore who I am

The woman inside with a heart

And emotions to bat

Why can't I give in to myself

Why can't I ever allow full of

Become a thread in love

When all I see

Are the hearts around me throbbing

While I lay here sobbing

Silently throuogh my blue eyes

When all I do is tell myself, "I'm not jelous"

To close my eyes like a skipping cd

Disrespecting my own emotions.

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I haven't come up with a title to it yet, but if you can come up with one, feel free to post one below in a comment. Thanks.





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I humbly beg of you------

To cut this wir-e

That seperates me-------

From the damages you've do---ne

So say good ni--ght

Sa--y good-night.



scream



You've become the serpe--nt

That lies deep inside

My bleeding head

To never break a bleeding heart

From whence you're do--- do--



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I scratched at the doo-----r

Waiting for you to possibly knock back

Saying you'll let me --- out

To whip me one last time



scream



R-i-p me apart!!

Sca--le these wa--lls with me

and tell me that I---'m doing just fine

Beg me to stop and beg me to bleed

But don't beg me to love you

Been denide the right thi--ngs

Just for you to- have your ways



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Don't tell me there isn't e-nou--gh bones

'Cause I can't take any more of th----s

Which lies me like a dead whore

scream

Take i---t ba--ck!

Unbreak his world

Retract the claws

You so calmly dug into his chest

Take back licking the pain

From your finger tips

Take back the pleasure you get

While you watch him suffer.



Your world is an angry child

Thrashing on the floor to abide

By your cruel rules

Causing the world beniethe his feet

To break apart and shatter him

Your wicked use

Is a one-sided euphoria

On trickery and illussion.



Keep your claws to yourself

Bury them in the happiness you put around you

Stay the bitch goddess, but behind the orb

That old war wound won't close

If the infection stays on

He needs a gargoyle with wings

To take him away

When the pain rages through his bones.

Of weeping tears

And joy stepped foot

Comenced the crooked smile

And my foot prints have marked yours

Lined with a touch of my escence in finger tips

Fresh pride

Fresh tears

A simple glace and I blush

You deprive my lips

There's too much of a distance

We have missed for a long sweep

My visions come and go

My dreamshave us dance

I fall, but I know you'd try to catch me

It's too bad that we cannot be closer than this

For this moment

But when the release comes

An embrace well earned will emence.

There's a dark light inside your heart

Pulling the demon out

Hiding you in an electric cge

Deviding master and slave

Walking among the thorns in your Jesus feet

Seperating the blood from the veins

Casketing a lover at play

*Two tears wake Beauty from her sleep*



Runing up the stairs

Pulling your hair out

Screaming Enochian chants, to hold you down

Belt straps on your arm

Needles in your chest

You are the land of deaths

*Beauty kisses the window pane*